I got my latest manuscript more or less under control. It took eight months of wrestling, tweaking, cutting, revising; I’m still not certain it is “there,” but I’m going to start submitting it at last. The process of submitting to publishers tends to be lengthy, but just doing it keeps my mind engaged with the poems as a collection. After I send the manuscript out, and especially once it is returned to me, I feel more agile about further editing. This is assuming it won’t be picked up right away, but that isn’t a bad assumption, based upon my experience.

Furthermore, thinking about the book and where to send it keeps my mind occupied, keeps me in a place in my life where I can take action, where what I decide to do might matter a little bit. That’s a frame of mind I can use at the moment, when my mother has begun to decline rather more rapidly (and there’s not much I can do to stop a 91-year-old from dying, however long it takes). When a former student is recuperating from major accident trauma in the neurology unit of a nearby rehabilitation center. When a long-time friend has suffered a brain bleed and hip fracture–and now, dementia–and will likely live out her days in assisted living or a nursing-care institution. Not to mention the broader concerns and tragedies I hear about in the media, which affect me and those I love less (for the moment), but which have long-range consequences that few of us can avoid.

If there is little I can do to make a difference, I can still do something. We contribute to the life of the cosmos in many different ways. I try to be constructive when I can and otherwise remind myself to enjoy the things life offers. Recently an enjoyment has been the incredibly cool photographs made by my Joya colleague Johanna Rönn. Also Alison Pollack’s tiny mushroom photography posted to Instagram. The internet offers almost as much joy as it subtracts. You might enjoy these images, too.

I’m reveling in local produce, too, which has been lovely this year–good peaches, pears, apricots, though the sweet corn has been a bit disappointing. At my house, we are eating lots of cucumbers and tomatoes.

Also enjoyable? Mornings and evenings on our back porch, looking out at the woods. True, we are saddened by continuous loss of trees along the treeline, and it means work ahead in fall: chainsaws and splitting and stacking. But. In the evenings, bats and the last of the lightning bugs, tree cricket chorus and cool breezes. In the mornings, tea or coffee with the cat at our feet, finches hitting up the sunflowers and amaranth for seeds. Today, a hummingbird flew over from the buddliea and hovered not ten feet from us, weaving ever so slightly as if observing and determining what we might be.